Lack of consistency is my fatal flaw. I started this weeks ago, for January's #MonthlyMotivationMail focused on BEING BOLD. The irony is the truth of Andy Stanley's words in my life. I have felt anything but bold since this month started: I have felt timid, tired, and voiceless. It feels defeating, to have been on the avalanche roll of boldness and then suddenly hit a canyon of silence. But the continual reliance piece is where my issue lies: I feel like I should be able to conjure up boldness on my own. I don't like the ideal of continual reliance, and yet it's what I need more and more, and always. Gods faithfulness is the only real remedy to my lack of consistency.